I took this photo the other day of a chandelier at a wedding venue
You Already Are
Laid gently upon a bed of silk, I admire your beauty
Pure love fills me
To hold you
To kiss you
To make love to you
Moving ever closer I touch your skin
Soft as silk under my finger tips
Feeling goosebumps rise, hear your pleasured sighs
Take me you say, let me be your fantasy
I whisper softly in your ear
—-you already are
Lovers dance in light of the harvest moon
Fall crisp air chills, crunchy leaves below feet, but warmth is created as in unison their hearts do beat
I’m back, I took a break from writing and social media, a much needed break. I had time to clear my head and stop feeling the self inflicted stress of feeling I had to write every day; and it worked.
I did post a couple of things while I was on the break but did not put that stress on myself. I always feel as though I might lose something or I’m letting myself down if I don’t write every day and post. I am taking that stress from myself and working out a schedule to post here; and it doesn’t involved every day. I realize now it is a matter of writing for myself and sharing and not the other way around.
I know now that the sharing isn’t the biggest part, it is the writing.
I am going to start reading the wonderful posts that were made by some of my favorite writers while I was away; and enjoy them, I also want to interact more with the great writers and artists out there.
I’m glad to be back 😀
A field of grass rolling like a sea, a single flower blooms, bright yellow, a sunflower it does seem.
Is it lost as it stands alone?
Is it a sign?
A symbols of beauty that can exist when we only see the common or ordinary, but look at the extraordinary
I’m back, I had to write and wanted to share if only for the briefest of moments.
Passing days at a feverish pitch
Mind a blur, head a stir
Ups and and downs
Mind tossed around
Distress is found
With no reason or rhyme- I quickly fight with time
I don’t know, a mystery to me wrapped in illusions
No fore gone conclusions
Still I search
Seeking the sign
For these thoughts in my mind
Quickly passing through time
Good morning or evening depending on where you live. If you haven’t noticed I haven’t written very much the last few days and that is because I have decided to take a couple weeks off from posting or writing to share here. I think I need to unplug the social media world for a little bit; and recharge the batteries.
I will be back and with some new pieces to share and just write, take photos and create some music just to do it to do it, I think that makes sense…lol.
I will be back at the end of the month. Everyone take care and see you on the flip side.
As rain falls from the darkened sky, I to do cry; with no visible tears, but they do fall.
---falling, no one to wipe them away, drenching my soul, on my heart take a heavy toll, but I will march on.
March on, keep them hidden away for I know; and hope for a brighter day.
Confusion sets in, zig zags my mind it drags.
Fog sets in, settles low, as my confusion does grow
Find the the path, find a direction
--for god sakes make a selection
Mind goes where it wants to now, don’t ask me, I don’t know how
But this path I will take, the best of it I will make
Deepening wounds within I feel; cracks, crevices, broken foundation; the feeling the strangest sensations. Falling to pieces and know it is true, worse is the feeling knowing there is nothing I can do. Just crumble down and fall as if a building of age; falling and flailing in fits of rage.
No recovery seems near or within my sight these ugliest feelings I try to fight, to end this feeling welling up inside; these feelings I have from everyone I hide. So to my cavern I climb away, maybe I will or won’t see the next day. Desperation it seems to well in my brain for I know I must be insane.
Take these device that I did befriend, let them be my end; but thoughts linger to the brighter days and friends and family who I know I would hurt with the actions I intended to undertake, with this thought I decision I make.
Fight to the end make it through I will, with these happier thought my heart I do fill. But dark days are never faraway and so I make sure I say ‘I love me’ every single day.